infactuation

 
 
infactuation....
 
  by definition these feelings are supposedly short lived.... though from one's perspective it's like dormant feelings that truly never go away considering the circumstances....
 
 
as sensitivity/openness/vulnerability/subjectiveness play a role; yearning ideal imaginations....even if they never manifest into reality-on one it still has a hold
 
 
 the idea of a certain face, matched with a certain personality.... it's like having access to all you can eat of your favorite food at least to me....
 
 
though in reality-humanity as a whole always seems in a race against time and how it's spent; what or what not serves as relevant....
 
 
except for those few who value the moment over all else, because that's all there is....