I'M NOT UPSET NOR DO I REGRET

They say that we all have that moment in our lives, when we must decide to live or to die for example life, wasn't never a promise to live forever but to have the opportunity to experience the world. For I am not UPSET about the final episode of my life,  for you see I have already excepted the FAITH of my future in heart and soul. So as I exchange the process of being in a position, to understand what it means to go through the procedure of dealing. With prostate cancer treatment with radiation therapy, too later turn into a tumor treated with steroids and if that wasn't enough. You have lung cancer in stage 4, and you have to put a port in your chest and be treated with chemotherapy, for the remaining part of your life. SO I'M NOT UPSET NOR AM I HOLDING ANY REGRETS ABOUT MY LIFE, FOR I HAVE LIVED MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST WHETHER GOOD OR BAD. FOR MY LIFE WAS MORE THAN JUST LESSONS TO LEARN. IT WAS ABOUT EXCHANGING OF THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES AND LOVE AND HAPPINESS AND JOY AND RESPECT. BUT WITH REASONS TO GROW WITH DEVELOPMENT OF UNDERSTANDING LIFE, RAW AND UNCUT AND UNIQUE AND INNOVATIVE WAYS TO SEE THE WORLD, AS WE LEARN TO HAVE ENCOURAGEMENT AND TO INSPIRE OTHERS TO EXPERIENCING LIFE TO THE FULLEST EXTENT.                      
              TO: P.R. MY BETTER HALF