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SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
The struggle between want and need is constant
She needs to feel loved and adored but her shame is adamant
Reminds her she is blemished and in an instant
Her want for solitude takes over and she retracts and dwells in her cave alone and silent
Always blinded by tears she sits and she ponders
Why she submits to insecurities is beyond her
Failing the same tests and not learning
Maybe being dead inside was her true earning!
Her NEED longs for sweet kisses and caresses
But her WANT screams
SHE DON"T WANA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
She needs to feel loved and adored but her shame is adamant
Reminds her she is blemished and in an instant
Her want for solitude takes over and she retracts and dwells in her cave alone and silent
Always blinded by tears she sits and she ponders
Why she submits to insecurities is beyond her
Failing the same tests and not learning
Maybe being dead inside was her true earning!
Her NEED longs for sweet kisses and caresses
But her WANT screams
SHE DON"T WANA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
Author's Note
#Anxiety
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Re. SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
7th Jul 2021 5:35pm
Life can be confusing, want and need has found the perfect battleground. Our mentality is simply a giant trash heap of everything that life chooses to pile on. Tight work Lady
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7th Jul 2021 5:36pm
I felt that way on Idle connections. But the fight must continue and I Hate being defeated
Re. SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
7th Jul 2021 6:30pm
Needs are something we all have beautiful but anxiety and past fears often put barriers up in the way
I hope you get past the pains and let love into your life
Sending hugs across the void
Love and light
Ron x
I hope you get past the pains and let love into your life
Sending hugs across the void
Love and light
Ron x
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Re. SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
7th Jul 2021 7:04pm
As an introvert, I understand the struggle between socialization and isolation.
Often isolation wins.
A fine line divides solitude and loneliness.
Nice work.
🙏
Often isolation wins.
A fine line divides solitude and loneliness.
Nice work.
🙏
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7th Jul 2021 7:05pm
Re. SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
7th Jul 2021 10:16pm
I wholeheartedly agree with KP. I too, tend to be more introverted as well. It's a tendency I've had since childhood. It used to be reflected (when I was much younger) by my acting out and surrounding myself with those that I know now, that I shouldn't have. Settling and not flourishing. It IS certainly a fine line between the choice of solitude versus the acceptance of loneliness. Sometimes, it's so fine, it can cloud good judgment, along with anxiety as it's cohort!!... I understand this notion and empathize... It's through my own personal experience that I finally found a sense of my true empowerment... Sometimes, I still struggle but I definitely have come a long way... My extremely stubborn side would only allow me to figure it out for myself, getting hurt along the way, was unavoidable.... Those lessons left scars but taught me so very much... We're all different but we do share certain proclivities.... and needs...
Keep yourself as happy as you can and stick to your guns, my friend. Becoming comfortable in your own skin takes time and effort. Your sense of defeat lessens with each step towards realizing your own beautiful worthiness...
All my warmest wishes for that, to you...
Terrific ink, sly
🌹 - 💙
B
Keep yourself as happy as you can and stick to your guns, my friend. Becoming comfortable in your own skin takes time and effort. Your sense of defeat lessens with each step towards realizing your own beautiful worthiness...
All my warmest wishes for that, to you...
Terrific ink, sly
🌹 - 💙
B
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7th Jul 2021 11:45pm
I appreciate you so much... All the support and kind words bring me smiles... I thank you for taking time to read me.
I always worry with these quick writes...
Thanks my queen
I always worry with these quick writes...
Thanks my queen
Re. SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
8th Jul 2021 00:00am
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8th Jul 2021 12:31pm
Re. SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
8th Jul 2021 4:19am
Feel ya feeling me feeling you. I think. Confused myself. Excellent as usual. 😉
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8th Jul 2021 6:58am
Re. SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
8th Jul 2021 4:45pm
I am an introverted hermit who lives in a cave in the woods and I can relate to your inner narrative, in my own unique way. (I am, perhaps, more complex than this, as I am shore you are as well)
Nicely written.
Nicely written.
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8th Jul 2021 4:48pm
Thank you,,, I always find you to be very kind with your word.
I appreciate you...
I have these bursts where i write and then its good but when i sit and focus i find i write crap
I appreciate you...
I have these bursts where i write and then its good but when i sit and focus i find i write crap
Re. SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
8th Jul 2021 5:55pm
I wrote something recently where I said "wanting and needing are two very different things" and this really resonated with me on an inner-personal level. Very well done, keep it up.
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8th Jul 2021 5:58pm
Re. SHE DON"T WANNA BE TOUCHED NO MORE
12th Jul 2021 8:46pm
When being an introvert persoon. This matches really wel with those feelings. Really like the write
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12th Jul 2021 8:51pm