A GIFT FROM A CURSE

From our mistakes of dealing with someone are our deepest emotions, that guides us as we evolve and transcend pass all the hurt and pain, that dwells beneath the surface of our heart and soul exposing the mere deepness within us. Yet we still yearn for a connection that seems to be out of our reach, as it slowly begins to fade away within the depth of the darkness never truly to be able to see and behold. For how long does it take for the heart and soul to heal, from the process of suffering and heartaches and tears constantly, that constantly be drowning you in a sea of unwanted love. Leaving you alone and afraid and abandon, as the mere fear grabs at your true raw and uncut emotions. That creeps through the dead of the night, like raindrops falling upon an old tin roof. Just reminding you of that which you lost, yet never truly had to begin with in the first place as it was never truly a real  love, from the depth of someone's elses heart and soul and subconsciousness of there mind.