The Air I Can't Breathe

Fear constrict a bruised airway  
Hands grabbing for the neck line
Begging God
To release a small piece  
 
Lord Give me; A tiny dose  
To hold  
To have  
 
But ...
 
My veins
Plump  
Thick  
....... Screaming  
 
Oxygen ... is the only necessity  
I Scream  
"There is no room"
 
 
 
Mirror staring back at me  
My eyes pleading for a small piece  
Please !!  
 
Sweetheart blowing hard air  
Between my fingers  
Begging me to release  
Giving me the oxygen I so desperately need  
 
 
My hands are suffocating me  
Fear constricting  
A bruised airway  
 
There is no room!