Addiction

I finally found it
Something that I’m addicted too
Different then sex
Different then attention
This is something that calls
I try hard to ignore
I fight the cravings
I usually win the fight
It can change in a second
That’s when i loose the battles
Which takes me back to the start
I never thought it would happen
Said it’s not me
I can stop when ever
I don’t have a problem
Reality is i do
I’ll always have the thoughts
I’ll fight the craving
I will over come this new addiction
I won’t let it make me