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vaporize

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fool � �
too much � �
too fast � �
too willing � �
to my own brutal detriment � �
a submissive nature in open apparent � �
to be a sure mark left so embarrassed
tattered in a foreseeable idiocy
reeking of, "go ahead please just use me"
misty versions
cyber contusions
listen
(I didn't)
when I was repeatedly told
listen
(maybe this time)
to�warnings of an admitted fraud
it is the truth, in all it's specific bold
inner tears and ripping scratches
bullshit self worth ~ just strike the matches
goodness and compassion?
i'll show you a sucker born every minute
mired in my own blinded audacity
so hard to fathom
my own fucking sad reality
kill me with your absence
I bleed nothing but your silence
my usual place,
occupied by new cherished inhabitants
I am my very own swamp�creature
from THIS deepest dark well
a sanctuary of furious self loathe
a chosen non-redeemer
turned to a lowly wretched hater
I can no longer contain it...
as�now,
I am
nothing
but
lies
dissolving
into
a rage
filled
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