Representative

Why Was I appointed to do things
I think I’m incapable of    
You place a great deal of  
responsibility on Me  
 
I fight for it, two sides of life  
Everything that’s wrong  
and very little thats right  
You alreally know  
that I’m capable  
Of doing your will  
You choose a broken  
person, That’s Very ill  
 
I can’t get right,  
I want a normal life    
I wanna knock at doors and scream  
That I know who you are  
But I want things  
that I can see  
Without the like of bars  
Or scars Blasphemy
 
I don’t want  
Rules some days and  
long to be please  
I don’t want even that  
Cause With thin seconds  
I’ll be on my knees  
 
Trying to maintain what Little I have  
Being homeless Doesn’t scare me  
Just making you mad  
 
I am a representative  
of the you the Most Holy and high  
I took a oath until the day I die  
You knew I would fall  
Yet Merciful and your heart  
does not harden  
So many times it’s feels like pardon  
 
But I know You are not to be mocked  
Like a dead corps you will  
Let this body rot  
I’ll never cry to Preachers  
or False nuns who claim  
they Know you,  
Won’t praise No church temples  
Or statues  that show you  
 
Your invisible to me but  
I know your there  
I have a special God fearing  
That I know I should fear  
 
You kept me safe from things  
that could or would harm me  
And there’s been plenty of  
nights you came to calm me  
And I am undeserving of all you do  
And in the End  
all I want  
All I need  
Is to serve you my friend.