Just A Friend, He Saids

For years we Pen played  
and expressed our likes and dislikes  
We argued, love, yelled and fight
Toxic beyond what’s normal it said  
“Y’all lost every reasoning in y’all head”
No cheating involved,
JUST one sided assumed along with substances quickly consumed  
Programs and doctors Sikes and ALL
PLEADS OF I LOVE YOU
ON BOTH SIDES WE CALL
THINGS SEEMED GOOD  
WE WALK DOWN MEMORY LANE IN THE HOOD  
“I TOLD HER WE WAS JUST FRIENDS”  
BUT I sleep with you in your head  
The thoughts of me is what is Fed
Wait, Maybe It’s just me!  
NO!
see my problem don’t need a substance to face reality or Sin  
I always did what I wanted with my pen  
And when it was jotted down  
Thats when the healing began  
So when I make a choice wrong or right  
I choose the consequences in my life
I don’t rethink this treacherous heart of mine
I know what it consisted of  
from the start at the time  
I break Rules and my love is clear  
Being just a friend..no, Now you’re scared  
See when you bash the person you love  
To others to save face  
The relationship with your "Friend"  
It's looked upon with disgrace  
And you can still smile?  
cause your the better man at the END
AND THE WOMEN YOU LOVE  
YEAH  SHE'S JUST A FRIEND.
HATE!  NAH I don’t hate you  
that’s too strong of a word. SO WE JUST FRATERNIZING?  
AND HELL NO WE AINT KIN
MY CHILD IS YOUR NIECE!  
"BUT HES JUST MY FRIEND"