odd-ball syndrome

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I will never have that which I need,  
a product of neglect    
still haunts and follows me  
   
I is-as I am believing as any child would    
only under the wrong circumstances    
and with different points of view  
   
Holding fast to that which I value  
the old days still ring true,  
a lonely tv upbringing gone    
it’s all I ever knew  
   
I was raised by the idiot-box    
the television or TV  
everything I learned came from    
The “Cunningham” family  
   
The “cable-guy” a funny movie    
I never told anyone made me cry    
you can learn a lot from an idiot-box    
I personally identify