Stuck On You

I can't help but think of you.
I can't help but dream of you.
I can't help chocking on tears
that are about you.
I should be over you,
but I'm still stuck on you.
Stop haunting my dreams, will you?
I can't help how I feel about you.
I love you,
I hate you,
All I want is you,
But she's with you.
I can't change you.
I'm dying because of you,
but that doesn't bother you.
I don't understand how could you?
Up and left like I didn't need you,
Pretended like I didn't care about you,
that this whole year wasn't about you.
Well fuck you!
I don't deserve you.
I deserve better.
Wish I could still see you
just to say I don't need you,
but what would that say about me?