Today We'll See

Noise is all I hear.
Fighting is all I see.
Hearing gravel hit the house,
She's crying near me.


She said to pack, so I did.
We're staying for a few days, with her friend.
Its finally happening, now I know.
Nothing will be normal, forever alone?


Sadness, or happiness.
I do not know.
Mix of emotions,
that will not show.

I ask silently to myself,
Why is it like this?
For my life to be this horrible,
I hope to perish.

Father dear, I hope you learn your lesson.
We left you, but I'll be coming back for recession.
As I write the letter to tell you whats going to happen,
my mother is always of course frightened.

She says we'll leave next week,
and when time come we don't, and I said We'll see.
As I pack my things and leave my house,
By myself, no adult, no control, just me and the world.