A POOL OF TEARS

If I ask you would you take the necessary time and effort to understand wholeheartedly, were my hurt and pain comes from within me as a woman. Who sometimes be finding myself as a woman stumbling through, the mist of the confusion that seems to surround my heart and soul. For even as the whispers within my ears softly massages, my ears whispering your name to me from an far off distance, as it becomes an distractions for me to even think clearly. Yet it doesn't stop my tears from falling from my eyes into a pool of hurt and pain, along with the process of the suffering as it slowly begins to fade as it is flowing, through the stairways of my soul unveiling the true depth of my heart. For didn't we have an understanding of the heart and soul and mind, for didn't we promise one another that things would be different than before between us. So why do I feel like you misunderstood what time spent meant to me, mentally and emotionally and physically even spiritually. For why now I have to feel alone and afraid and abandon as though, I am living within a different dimension of time as I reminiscent about you and I. For even as my silent tears flow from the hurt and pain, I still can't believe you would have betrayed me with dishonesty and distrust and disloyalty, leaving me drowning within the very salt of my own tears. Just gripping at the very breaking point of invading my dreams, that I thought we would be sharing together as one woman to one man. But behind the promises it was all nothing more than lies, for there has been many days and nights that seems like eternity. Since you held me deep within your arms close to the warmth of your heart, as you comfort me in an blanket of warmth. But yet all I am that which seems to remain is the tears stains upon my face, where a smile use to show the love that I had for you and laid deep, within the subconsciousness of my mind touching and pulling at the mere fabric of my heart as it belonged to only you in honesty and truth and trust.