Breaking a Soul Cycle

My dreams are mixing with my nightmares
Present and past live safe swapping Saliva
Back and forth we go in my mind
Together, not together, this life, that life
Strong as the wind, blowing outside my door
You don't want me and I don't want you
But my dreams keep starring you
You lips at my neck, your hands bruising my chest
Back and forth, tornado of thoughts and memories
Some of them don't really seem like they're mine
I need to get rid of your presence in it
I don't want you. Not here, not now
Get out my mind, detach your soul
I have nothing in this life to gift you
Nothing but contempt from our lives all added up
You weren't for me in the past one
You're not here for me in this one
I have to convince my mind to walk away
Gotta keep moving, gotta keep running
We've never been right in any fucking life
We have shared together...