Your vows taken to the limit.

Test our vows                                                      For Better.                                                        Best days of my life.When i lived up to the word excite.Exciting to wake up.Exciteing to mix.Exciteing to live life as part of a family.Exciteing we all lived life.Lived life to the max.          Worse there has been,15 years of hell,never giving it a rest, not a day on a go slow.Up ,down,round and round.Family started to reject me,did not want to know me.No not me,the stranger inside me.It was suffocating the love we had inside us.                   Richer i thought i was,i had all the bread.Ispent it all to look like the walking dead.Ididnt care and be damned anyone who said different,they didnt know the score.Idid and i wanted more.        The self pitty,the lies.Anything that came to mind to get what i liked.                                                             The poorer i got the more i made them suffer.If i never got my way i was like a nutter.Empty cupboards and empty mouths,i didnt care.I was as low as the gutter.                                 The sickness was there,i thought to stay.Theres only one problem its eating away at the loved ones ive got and my whole way of life.                                                            Ihave got to get healthy, back to my life.Be damned if i stay there i have the fight.Deep down it was in my soul ,it was me and me only who had the fight. F INALLY REALISED THERES MORE TO0 LIFE.My wife and children who kept lit the light.                Life is great now and the future looks bright.