a shift in view point

[i][font=Times New Roman][font=Times New Roman]no one knew
the real me
on the inside
what they couldn't see
I'd fake a laugh
put on a smile
just to be left alone
once in a while
inside I was dying
ripping apart
like someone was stabbing[font=Times New Roman]
a knife through my heart
coming home crying
became a daily routine
so i decided to try
that terrible thing
I wanted to stop
it was too addicting
the blade to my skin
seeing the blood dripping
I'd end it soon
it became very gory
with each new scar
comes a whole new story
It got really hard
being someone I'm not
Id fake joke fake laugh
and fake smile a lot
that's when i chose
I'd end it for good
I mean why not
do something I should
the plan didn't work
I was caught in the act
they sucked out the pills
my life still intact
I'm so glad now
I'm still here today
even though I'd know
there's more hard times to face
I'd like to thank everyone
who has allowed me to be me
and who took me in
during my times of need
when things get tough
think of life's wonderful things
it's a time to grow
laugh, play, and sing
Just take it from me
life one day will parish
don'[/i]t let it be now
for it[/font]s something to Cherish[/font][/font]