Indecision...

 
Indecision, uncertainty
the pain of no direction.
Left or right, what’s
down that road?
Up or down,
promotion or demotion?
Forward or back,
progress or regress?
Love or hate,
happy or sad?
Constantly disoriented,
mind spinning, soul frozen.
Not sure I’m me,
I can’t love
I can’t feel,
Not sure I know me anymore.
Can I return to me?
Can I return from being apart?
Where is apart?
What direction back?
Do I even exist anymore?
Apart is eternity, eternity is infinity.
Infinity is for drifting souls
without direction.