Momentary

                        "Momentary"
Trapped by the urge to purge
To gain that sweet momentary pleasure that only ends in pain..
I search my brain for a fragment of willpower.
 It's all but gone...
Willpower or powerlessness
I give up on one and fall in to the other.  
Smothered in self pitty
Saying its OKAY! try again tomorrow but tomorrow is NOW! and now lasts forever.
So i think I'm real clever and write some words on a page that say
TRY AGAIN FOREVER.