I love control

I love control  
I love being the one that pleases you  
to feel you tremble beneath my touch  
to hear the moans escape your throat  
but there are those times  
times you refuse to let me be in control  
the times you push me back on the bed  
crawl between my legs  
sit up on your knees  
pushing my legs apart  
wider  
raising my knees so they go even wider still  
I raise a word of protest  
you silence me  
you look, for a moment, in my eyes  
lust there  
animal lust there  
you look at my cock  
now aching for your touch  
pulsing on its own accord  
sometimes feeling like it is separate from the rest of my body  
you rest your hands on my inner thigh  
your head goes down  
I feel your mouth go between my balls and leg  
you tongue me there  
I look down  
without hands you move further down  
nose and mouth under my balls  
licking  
sucking  
you push my legs up farther still  
awkward feeling  
feeling exposed  
feeling not in control  
but the pleasure  
the pleasure makes me forget  
forget that I am not in control  
that I am yours now  
your tongue probes deeper  
that sensitive area being bathed by loving strokes  
your tongue still probes  
you now put your hand around my base  
I think for my pleasure but really for yours  
to fill your need to feel my cock  
to coach me higher  
so you can probe deeper  
then you find it  
the tip of your tongue  
finding that most sacred spot  
that most taboo spot  
that wrinkly brown hole  
that spot that is most private  
you find it  
you probe  
you insert  
your lick  
I lose it  
I startle myself when I realize I hear my own moans  
half sounds caught in my throat between  
raspy breaths  
I beg you to stop and yet want you to never stop  
it is not my choice  
you don't say that  
but it is know  
then without warning you stop  
now feeling my balls in your mouth  
you just know how to  
how to miss the pain by a fraction  
and give the rush of pleasure  
My cock is throbbing  
leaking  
clear precum running down the shaft  
you take it in your mouth  
moaning in appreciation for the treat  
knowing you caused it  
mouth warm  
bathing  
tongue moving every where at once  
hand slides  
slowly  
then faster  
combining with your mouth  
in perfect unison  
perfect pleasure  
has it been minutes  
has time stopped  
I feel it building  
I can't stop it  
my mind races to think of something else  
to stop or at least slow the flow  
but no other thoughts will appear  
just more thoughts of what you are doing  
your moans tell me the first taste has hit your mouth  
it coaxes you faster  
to feel the flow of that hot sticky liquid rise  
the warm white cum that you crave  
it flows  
you moan  
it builds  
I have lost  
I give up thinking I had any control  
I submit  
fully to you at that moment  
you own me  
would be willing to do anything  
to repay for this  
this exquisite  
unspeakable pleasure  
the last drops exit  
your lips still firmly affixed  
not willing to waste a drop  
to miss one taste  
satisfied you release my cock  
you look up for the first time  
like a she wolf who just devoured her prey  
you still slightly crazed  
me still frozen  
unable to move  
yours