gasoline

 
swallow gasoline to incinerate your feelings
lithium thoughts stand still staring with vacant eyes
then a darkened glare chills
when for a moment the lights flicker then again dim

voices cackle in the daylight
I can hear them echoing down the grey corridor
bating me until I connect with them
conjuring rage even in my catatonic state
twist, turn, and then scream

the world can't crack the code
they know I know...the watchers
it's time again Crimsin let's play the game
pattycake, pattycake the devil's in his eliminate

insanity the playground for the damned
whistling my immortal in a catacomb of hate
it's the same every time it's me against them

little Lenore why have you hidden your face from me for so very long?

excrement of the flesh...induced delirium rears its head
razors glisten in a show of deadly force
cut the shit running from my mind's roach-infested violence
such a savory disease schizophrenia

as the demons teem...
they push in closer and closer still...then invade
light the match baby I'm ready to burn
charred remains tell the tale

a soul cries out for deliverance from inside the wastelands
with no cure to quiet the devils
I cry sanctuary while the angels weep

twilight scorn belittles me without a word
then in another moment feeds my pride
lies dripping sickly sweet infectious waste

a forlorn figure in a devasted world hold tightly to reality
this surreal vision must be false...right?