Just another depressing day

Just another depressing day,
the same sick feeling i had yesterday.
my body shuts down and my heart goes numb,
water escapes the eyes and my smile goes down.
nothing to do but stare and wonder,
nothing to do but give in to deep slumber.

Thoughts makes me sad but my thinking won't stop.
it goes on forever until my heart will give and my body drops.
don't look at me for i not worth living for,
I'm not like the rest of you,
so happy and can adore

I don't live the way you do, i don't feel alive
you won't find me in your world,
for i haven't yet arrived.

It's just another depressing day
the same sick feeling i had yesterday
it seems I'm gonna forever feel this way
it seems I'm going to forever be the same