My Stalker

I have forgotten about the problems
And the reason I am in debt
It's been days since I have seen you
But I haven't ever slept

It's been worse than what you thought
But I guess you'll never know
It's impossible not to think of you
But I know you'll never show

It's been painful when I think about
The fact you'll never come
And i'm becoming Just so childish
When I sit and suck my thumb

I've been searching through my closet
Just to find something to wear
But found me in the mirror
Looking too lean and cold to bear

I was certain about the Stalker
That was surely there at night
But he hasn't dared to come in
Because the lights were always bright

But I have no other friends
Because I pushed them all away
But I guess he feels the same
Because there's no one else to play

It's been harder to redeem myself
And pretend that i'm ok
Because my Stalker hasn't come in
Because he has nothing to say

I forgive him about his absence
But he still just won't come in
But I understand his caution
I really don't blame him

It's just a mild reaction
But it's enough to make me hate
Though sitting here is my destiny
I still have my fate

But I know my Stalker came to kill me
But I just sit and stare
And the thought I have no where to go
Is the one which no one cares

But he sits outside my window
Always staring straight at me
One day I opened that window
And noticed he was just a tree xD