"relationships"

        
       
       
    where should I start?; as far as I'm concern, I don't really exist; I'm not the most 'focused"; i am morso a pessimist; "online dating sites," make me sick; when I think of "relationships"; I'm easy to resist; if she yearns for someone who fits the script of what a man "should" equip; "phew" my friend, I'm most likely a skip ; I'm the epitome of misfit; if you like long conversations of the world on the surface; I'm far from a socialist; I'm direct enough to admit; that I just "wing it" with the "dating" process; just enough confidence, though esteem not the greatest; I'm probably not worth it; my looks are average; my everything else is a work in progress with not much progress; I'm honest; laid back, kind hearted, genuine.... but I'm not enough, or am I; most likely I'm not her preference; I've "chased" myself into exhaustion, the moments I've attempted to seek out a woman's attention