My Little Plan

Neither predator nor prey
It seems my demons have caught up to me again
I feel your arms reach out
To comfort me though while like this I push away


I know you love me,but here's the simple truth
               I don't love you

Does that hurt? Did it strike a nerve?
Remember when you carelessly hit my nerves?
The ones that brought me to the brink of my sanity
And proved to me I cannot bare this much pain?

Cry me a river and get over it

You were just a mere idea,a chance
No I'm not high and mighty,I don't consider myself great
But you're just a phase,there's no future

When I told you the incident with my ex I knew it would kill you
Then again,you choose to have people in your life in who I despise

I should be the bigger person, but I'm not
I shouldn't be looking to get even, but I tend to hold grudges

Darling, you overestimated my paitence,it's wearing thin

I want to hold your heart in my hands
Then rip it apart like a puppy with a new toy
Tear and shred until all that's left is bloody remains
      I warned you from the beginning I would probably hurt you
I don't let things last,I set them aflame then watch them burn to the ground
My motives have changed though I doubt you can see that
       You never did pay attention to the hidden meanings behind my words

I saw a change in you when I brought my pretty little ex into the picture
It was by accident,I honestly did not encourage her
   But I saw the pain in your eyes and I wanted to see more
You should've never had hurt me like you did
 For my mind is dark and sickly and desperately looking to get even

So here's my plan my sweet lover
   I'm going to rip you apart,no matter what measures
But you'll never see it coming for I will be gentle while doing it
  I'll bat my brown eyes and smile while I stab that knife into your chest
I'll bring you so high only to drop you into the ground


No no,I'm not sick
 Just a girl scorned and looking for some revenge.