~SWiM~

They are walking around,  
with a guilted mindset  
Leaving church
like their sins are on reset    
Sinning above their head  
It’s a love they cant pretend  
more scared in the end,  
of anything they said  
 
The wonder of it all    
When you say sinners don't fall  
To what extent and what degree  
Do you believe they walk among  
and believe they're free  
 
I pass cool deep Stream of water  
a place to do as you please  
Took a swim  
and Washed my sins  
 
Went head under For a cross I seen  
A choir echoed dropped it cutting  
me and bleeding, needed air swam higher  
Came up to find an unfamiliar scene  
 
people priest friends family hands locked together eyes peeled looking find me  
Surrounding singing and closing in  
Filled with rage for not believing in  
 
amusing one another  
taking Turns Playing god  
Forced head under  
 
drowning in the garden of eden  
By Christians doing gods work  
so proudly for thinking differently  
 
So I Just waste my last breath  
And breathe it all in  
to see things through    
 
I Hope I don’t get missed,  
and this is,  
Reality,  
will they drown with me  
 
Where’s my god  
 And natural feelings    
 i wish I could see them down here  
Where’s my friends  
And my family  
I wish they would pull me out  
Until then I’ll keep sinking  
Farther down  
 
They are walking around,  
with a guilted mindset  
Leaving church  
like their sins are on reset  
 
Sinning above their head  
It’s a love they cant pretend  
more scared in the end,  
of anything they said  
 
Where’s my god  
 And natural feelings    
 i wish I could see them down here  
Where’s my friends  
And my family  
I wish they would pull me out  
Until then I’ll keep sinking  
Farther down