My litterateurs

I have never been certain
but my heart tells
there are many tells
in every guile and game
 
My closest friends know
November to 1st week of  
the next
I struggle in ways single  
MFs cannot even fathom
why
 
in my past
to Facebook  
I ran to past
the time of day.
& massage my grieving
Being
 
TODAY
I come here, DUP,
seemingly because
more friends and allies
to comfort and support
& messaged me
Later  
 
In a more loving private way.
 
You fucking Poets ROCK!!