The Doubting Fool.

 I underestimate and disregard the facts sometimes
When it come to the rapid pulsing of the symbolic organ
I suddenly see all my faults as though the mirror
The mirror ripped away it's reflective surface
Showing me everything I hate about my own being.

I start seeing things I don't mean to
Doubting the one my heart beats for to an extreme level
My paranoia at an overload over anything
Everything
Everyone
The past constantly catching up with me
That girl that ruined my judgement and reasoning
She had corrupted me to a level unknown to me.

I feel like my reasoning and rationality had been
Been completely crushed and distorted
I want her near me at all times
I want her to love me at all times
I feel like her freedom would be....
Would be completely gone.  

I would steal it away because of my own burdens
My static of a cling is so strong it's overbearing
My mind tells me to be dominant
Protect her no matter what
Steal her away from her friends
Know everything she does
Is this crazy....

Or am I just another
Just another bad decision?