Casket shopping

Dessert for thought
I’ve got decades old wounds that are still internally bleeding
That chapter of your life you closed I’m still busy reading
That’s how I keep the past present with me...
It’s funny how in life , when you do good mostly and make a mistake it marks you but the opposite is positive ha!
I’m spontaneous so I let you get a head start , I just walk to the finish while others flat out run while I’m just jogging my memory cause nice guys finish last.
Please don’t ask how I’m doing , I don’t know better... you are so cool I don’t even deserve to drink water you took a bath in , I consider it a privilege to inhale the air you farted in 🙆🏿‍♂️🤦🏿‍♂️( really Jeff , really ?)don’t make it a big deal if you know you can’t deal with it. I’m a mental child ... wish me an humans were closer... internet got real and socializing got fake. I think I’m an artist , I don’t just rhyme words... when you speak , I pay attention to detail it’s just something about a person that can make a bad situation work ... don’t use the cards you are dealt as an excuse not to do anything with them ... I’m all kinds of three ... I make something happen, watch something happen and don’t know what happened, I’m eccentric I know
I feel like a spec , from my perspective you are spectacular
See a person long enough, you are bound to make it fly with them...
Care for them , be more than just “hi and bye” with them ... they’ll be your reality check cause they put on a show one can’t stage!
I think my life fell when I was little and I’m growing still picking up the pieces...
Depression tells me I suck ! I should reply, I don’t care cause I fell but I’m here because I got up... if you hate thorns I feel sorry for 🥀 ... I know this depro kid is working on your nerves like a personal trainer... but I wish you’d see something in me that I don’t . If you’ve never been in love , don’t tell me I’m wrong cause if your house is see through just remember to close your eyes when the glass shatters... there’s always a million more pages but my stupid self always thinks I’m on the last chapter .
I feel like I’m casket shopping for a dude who’s still breathing....
Avoiding calendars cause I feel like all the days are numbered...
Last breathes I mistake for hiccups cause when Death calls it won’t leave a voicemail
So if you wanna make your dreams come true , Better wake up.!
Food for thought is only as important as what will follow it up!