Fall

I realized sometimes now
Everyone who wants to leave behind
Never understood you
Were the one holding on

I keep looking around for familiar faces
But they already tore down their mask
Smiling at them never makes sense
They see you are not one of them

Hate to see this happening
But Im guilty
Staying true seems more tempting
Than being in this family

You said you feared losing friends
That you envy those who are closer to them
Even jealous when someome else becomes their best
So where are you now ? Making sure that we stay together
I thought you all wanted this forever

But i see how it is
Hating me from a distance
Smiling everytime we meet face to face
Just later turning your back to friendly snakes

Maybe the problem is with me
But i don't understand friendship
Why do i have to make, the same mask as you did ?
Why do you take, the joke that i make?
Who said i should agree, so we both stay in misury ?
And why the hell did you ask me, to hate that girl for your own dirt.

Friends should be treasures, precious things
Not rings or necklaces
You should look for trust to achieve
Not for lies to get them to believe

They say you don't know what you've got until it's gone
I say you finally realize what you don't need when they dissapeared