Next Time.

I'd forgotten my phone
I realized it too late  
Went back to his home  
This had to be fate  

There was a low moan  
A wet, sliding noise  
I should've thought to go  
But instead I stood, poised  
 
A loud bang ahead snapped me awake  
Followed by a scream that began to reverberate  
Over and over like a never ending stream  
I followed the sound as if in a slow dream  
 
There in his jeans usually clean, faded from the sun  
Now stained from the dripping of oozing dark blood  
Stood a devil at the edge of a long white table  
Where we'd all taken shots before the party got unstable  
 
I stood in awe, staring at the meaty source  
Of all that was pooling with heart pumping force  
Twitching, wearing nothing but her torn up hosiery  
Was his besties girl who openly cheated without caring  
 
I should have felt scared  
I should have just run  
Instead of simply staring  
Thinking of joining the fun  
 
But no... We're human  
This was completely nuts  
Get the fuck out  
Our head screamed...  
But...  
Her guts  
 
Were held in perfect  
By bulging ribs through large cuts  
Amazing how large the lungs  
Actually inflate as they lunge  
 
I was frozen on the spot  
He looked up slowly to see  
Me staring at the dots  
Splotching as he went on repeat  
 
Harsh gasping told me that she wasn't dead  
Her eyes screamed for help from a lulling head  
The pumping of naked, bloodied breasts  
As he carved open the flesh on her chest  
 
Dazed me to no sensible end  
The trap was set  
 
Was it ten minutes  
Or an hour there  
A whole day?  
I wasn't truly aware  
 
Now in my car  
Breathing a bit too loud  
Not truly from the running  
Or my heart's frantic pound  
 
It was the smile  
He gave as he held out his hand  
And the mile we ran  
To stop from sliding into him  
 
Or him into me...  
 
I really should have reacted past being perfectly fine  
Instead of sitting there biting lip, thinking about next time.