Can't move on

How do I move on
Now that you are gone
I breathe in
Just to breathe back out again
I will never get what we had back
I felt it when you passed my heart crack
Two years and everyone says move on
I cant, To lie to another would be wrong
My heart was buried at sugar hill
To love another I never will
I'll raise our kids to know
The amazing woman heart of gold
There will never be another
My heart love and childrens mother
I'll forever love you
Even now that remains true
I'll lay these flowers here
Water them with sheds of tears
Till we meet again
My lover my heart my dearest friend