Breaking Down

Sometimes I feel overwhelmed  
to the point where I want to die
the tears won't stop
and I can barely breathe
I can't get the voices to shut up
and I can't find a single happy thought
I try to think of someone to call
but something always stops me
I don't want to be a burden
and force my unhappiness onto others
no one would truly understand anyway
its hard for me to find the right words
I feel so alone and broken
I just don't know what to do anymore
all the anxiety and worry just builds up
then tears me apart bit by bit
the simple act of breathing
shouldn't be this hard