Catfished

We talked, everything was going splendid,
Said to myself “I got me a new friend here”,
You seemed so cool even though we didn't talk very long,
Who knew the second I let my guard down everything would go wrong.
 
You said your birthday was coming soon,
“inviting you to my pool party, you won't be alone , you'll have fun too”,
I couldn't make it that day, so we planned a friendly get together for two.
 
Suspicions rose, I didn't pay attention to it,
Everyone I talk to is usually real with me,
“what makes this time so different ”.
It's getting late, I wanna stay home,
You said your driver was already on the way,
“what the heck, it's late for the pool but I'll go anyway”.
 
Stranger in a car pulls up, I get in both greeting each other, a shadowy face covered by a hat,
Strange, I text my bestfriend each location,
He saying to be safe, but I don't feel safe.
Passing where we're suppose to go,
All I can think is “God save my soul”,
Its pitch black, quiet, rocky roads,
I couldn't scream,  I couldn't run
 
You revealed the lie, and I begged u please to take me home,
Instead u snatched it, cleared our messages and number from my phone,
Trembling from head to toe, my heart feeling like it hit the floor,
I couldn't get away, u locked the doors.
 
Undressing me, caressing me without my consent,
Begging and pleading, crying saying no!,
You wouldn't listen, you had your way
Leaving me stranded, crying, not believing I'm still actually alive
I saw my life flash before my eyes..
I still hear u whispering how good i feel, your stench all over my skin, thoughts of those dreaded moments cloud my mind...
 
What you did was unforgivable,
U did it without reason, without remorse,
Suicidal, feeling lower than I already do,
Dumber, dumb times 2,
Wondering what'll happen next, my story still continues...