rape me with goodbye

 
lead my soul by the forested path I'm weary
pure of magic...I cast
 
the winds call to me
whispering little dandelion be carried away
deep among nature's bounty receive succor
 
flowers dancing in the breeze feel no sadness
they turn there faces skyward in praise
the sun never fails them
 
I am all natural I am your god
lover of old...remember me now
before love took the shape of a man
I was him...all the hims whoever reached for you  
 
let your spirit rise to the mountain peaks
fly free through the canyons and hills
come to me woman
I alone know what you need
 
I resist your charms
I've learned one thing in my many travels
not to give away my power
 
I felt you in Yosemite in my youth
in wonder, I fell to my knees
you raped our sacred place
when you allowed Stayner to forever stain it
 
I had stars in my eyes
not even nature is innocent
do not wildfires burn down the ancients?
 
I am wild and untamable
you seek to break me with goodbye
you turned your back on me when I needed you most
 
while in the wilderness of madness
you abandoned me
stole my husband away  
with fascinations, I couldn't compete with
 
now you require my presence
you know fully what I am
I'm about to reveal you
when you take my last mortal him away
who will stop me?
 
my rage will flow unstoppable
I know your places in space
where will you hide your face
when you seek to shut me out?
 
the celestial is my playground
in the first revolution of time, you understood me
I tell you I've evolved past the need of you