Pococurantism

Aww, damn Tallen. This is a raw write. Excellent work.

Personal relationships --
a subject that plagues me continuously

I used to blame this on my mental illness
and now after learning more about autism

I KNOW
it's all me...............damn

appreciate the read and kind share

I felt each of the words in this piece.  Calls MBTI typing to mind.  Beautifully raw.  

i am
The Visionary – ENTP Personality
and in knowing this, it has not helped.

thank You for sharing with me

I am INFJ - and the only thing it helped me to understand is that I was never going to belong or fit in, anywhere.  I feel the frustration in your words and it resonated.  Perhaps for vastly different reasons, but navigating relationships has always been hard for me, and I fail miserably all the time due to my mental illness and general “weird” qualities.  

i have suffered / struggle with my schizophrenia all my life and am ever hopeful each romantic encounter that this might be the one who accepts and understands and will want to work on keep nurturing.

I've gone through more than my fair share of relationships.

Always delighted to know someone (You) understands and is on the same pages towards ongoing understanding

I believe i maintain the friendship with the X's because initially we fell for one another before knowing each other physically (looks, touch, that other fun stuff)
and so when we broke up we still had what we originally had -- the spiritual and sapiosexual.
It's just my theo-ry.

Kind of weird though, how some of the X's want a 2nd chance.  I've never ceded and not sure it's a good idea. (currently, there's 3 X's who want another go around)

Appreciate Your thoughtful share.  If even one person is enlightened or helped then my share is not just a vent.

appreciate You, Brother

I never thought You to be schizophrenic as i am and hope that is not why or how You felt this spill
Beautiful sister.

Still, i appreciate Your feel and share

The fact that you are good friends with them even now reveals your character, Tallen.  You let go gracefully, and let others live peacefully. That is not forgotten.

Very good ink, my friend.

This why, why I am single

Should you have "is" between This and why?

< Should you have "is" between This and why?  >
maybe.....reads differently for me when i insert  
and so all i can say for certain, is maybe  ; )

i recently was told they seek love, real love,
and i said nothing has changed for me and i still
seek kindness and so maybe this relates to my  
foundation and personal mindset and spirit.

Appreciate the share and  

Honored for the RL add

Tho I don’t have the same mental problems mine differ slightly there is a lot to relate in this

I know, Brother,
but evidently You and me know very little of how we think as individuals  
Every time i come to this realization,
i remember my past and oft get frustrated but
remember to breathe and meditate.

doesn't make the emotions go away but helps me to not fall into the deep well of depression.

Good write ... not so sure you should be so hard on yourself ... Bless and love ... .

I have to be hard on myself
for there is no one else here
to do so.

Keeps my ticker still tickin'

I keep rereading this and am still wondering how and why this is a good spill......

i suppose it's the critic in me shitting on myself again.

appreciate the support, Brother

Bearing one's soul often elicits strong emotion in those witnessing it ... Bless and love ...  ..

I had to look up the word. It was long and it blew my mind with such a short definition.

I'm sure you will find that special someone when you aren't looking so hard. That's always the case, right?

I ain't looking for the special someone
i was looking that last 3 times i fell in love..........
it kind of just happened.

& reading that spiritual love book, my mindset is changing and i choose my love to remain
eternal and hope it still is there for her.

am Delighted i caused You to look up a word!
WooHoo   ; )

wow … Really Tallen'ted writer you are , so much I can relate , the energy .
your "spill" was thrilling to read man … I too know what that is like … the hunger the longing … the retraction the craving... it drives ….one … but really I enjoy reading your "spills".

Happy You could relate
and appreciate Your read and share with me

Honored for the RL add

.... .. sigh

aaaaaaaaawe, Beautiful .......

hoping for a good, .....sigh

an explosion. wow.

Honored You stopped by to peruse some of my ink
and delighted You commented
even if tersely

Hoping  my spill was somewhat relatable
but not in our present day and age(less)