Stay medicated

Too fixated on
failures and flaws
just take a moment and pause the neverending playback of peculiar visions,
so vivid it leaves me livid,
I can't stand these stupid scenes swarming my skull it drains me..
Quite a dull feeling following me around,  
a sensation which always surrounds
no matter if sober or sedated
of course I choose to stay medicated
only mother natures magic for me though,
the perception expanders,
the existence enhancers.