Kafka, write me limbo(how long carpe)

Arrived at the social worker exhausted,
maybe it was the Latvian window tapping bird, that called round five AM
this morning.
Or the fact, due to being skint having to walk there and cabbage brain getting lost. Taking over two hours going round in circles... Fucking spacker

She invites me to sit down
what is it you want to talk about...

i want her to lay her cards on the table
You first

Well we have concerns about you hiding letters in their belongs. It really effected her, caused her mental anguish, set her recovery back.
Thinking if that heart felt letter did that, did she ever have feelings for me. Considering it was thanking her, sorry it has gone this way and please think of our daughter
Also milking the sympathy card a bit there

Why would you do that, it was made clear she wants no part of the relationship. She was "considering" letting you write your daughter, maybe even phone calls
I am sorry I wasn't thinking clearly
Since then you have told me her lies

Gas lighting, mind games, being forceful, not letting her leave
Never did any of that
she knew where the keys were, could have left anytime, it was i that encouraged her to get out and do activities... She chose isolation
She has made it evidently clear, throwing my birth certificate out, cutting up my bank card, cruelly not letting me see my daughter.
If Michelle keeps this up
I'll leave, explain to her why I didn't want to hurt her, drag her through the courts, only see me an hour one day a week to maybe a weekend visit. Then she can ask her mother why she wasn't allowed to see me back then
She don't give a fuck about me got it loud and clear

I just want what's best for my daughter

Look I have probably had ten hours sleep in the last two weeks

Why
When I told you I was assaulted he actually raped me.. Everything has hit me like a tone of bricks, hardly eating, nerves shot...

Her demeanour changes from standoffish to... Concern
I am sorry, is there anything I can do for you. Help me see my daughter

Speak to a solicitor.
I told Michelle about the assault but this is confidential
i don't give a fuck if you tell her
Tell her i am sorry about the letter upsetting her and that i want to speak to my daughter

We get up to leave, she says it will be three weeks, till she sees Michelle again but she will tell her

Guess bureaucracy moves slow