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I'm your temporary fix
A dark colorstripe
Streaked across your eyes
To hide your cheating face.
I'm just some kind of alluring
Christmas elevator music
You took on your elevator flight
To preoccupy your lonely time.
I'm a temporary fix
For your ongoing duel
Within yourself and with the world
This ongoing duel,
Of men needing to be masculin
By needing someone to use...
Streaked across your eyes
To hide your cheating face.
I'm just some kind of alluring
Christmas elevator music
You took on your elevator flight
To preoccupy your lonely time.
I'm a temporary fix
For your ongoing duel
Within yourself and with the world
This ongoing duel,
Of men needing to be masculin
By needing someone to use...
Published 22nd Jun 2019
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22nd Jun 2019 10:36am
This speaks to me Aptsky
I am a recovering drug-addict and I was raped as a child. Lately I have felt a need to, in some measurable way, prove my man-ness by having or taking women sexually. I fear that the conflict within myself is like unto that of an open book. There for all to see and that that may be a reason why I haven't been laid in months.
I really hope that you are well and peaceful within your own headspace.
Thank you for sharing
Duncan
xx
I am a recovering drug-addict and I was raped as a child. Lately I have felt a need to, in some measurable way, prove my man-ness by having or taking women sexually. I fear that the conflict within myself is like unto that of an open book. There for all to see and that that may be a reason why I haven't been laid in months.
I really hope that you are well and peaceful within your own headspace.
Thank you for sharing
Duncan
xx
22nd Jun 2019 11:01am
So Sorry to hear about your very difficult struggles that others take for granted. May god bless you cause you deserve it overcomming challenges is not easy. I ve had simular experience, well not drug addiction, but being taken advatage of at a young age so i can understand your struggles.
