i sit naked in my room

i feel so fat and insecure
in the dark is where i lurk
smiling to myself thinking of her
what I'd give to be her's

in my darkroom is where i sit
insecure and naked
wondering when I'll be thin
wondering if I'll be missed

here i lurk in my darkroom
taking pictures of my naked body
wondering if she wants to touch me
wondering if she wants to fuck me

but im not fat just curvy
sitting in my own self-pity and worry
please allow me to get dirty
to fill your body with my worry
to eat you out and hear you cry
what dirty things lurk in my mind

ill eat you alive
you won't even put up a fight
but i say nothing and
keep those thoughts in my mind