Orbital Chagrin

 
I am a big ass bag of carbons and oxygen  
all wet behind the ears constantly…..  
consistently,  
much to my chagrin  
 
I am also electrical ions,  
atoms less protons, neutrons  
now, a magnetron  
awaiting a place to be useful  
to uplift another Frequency to  
their optimum health  
and raise their vibration  
thereby, helping Gaia  
 
No searches for Ham radio’d  
messages  cryptic and silent  
rather, I will choose  
kindness, here  
over correctness  
over definition  
over. . . .  
 
I continue as a charged  
Frequency  
with  peopled system names  
 
However,  
I have ever existed as a star  
or star-stuff (dust)  
heated  
hot  
full of flames