Recapitulate

I dare not look in Your direction
for I know me ----
I’d fall all over again for You.
It’s because of the depth
I don’t believe I ever stopped
drowning in our love
briefly coming up for breaths
only to fall in our well of
transparent intimacy

I should not be looking Your way
but daily I couldn’t stop myself
Seeing You online
imagined getting lost in You
doing things i am not
supposed to do
easily loving anew

Dreamily I fell into Your
kindness and sensitive eyes

I will always be with You
even if I have to leave first
wandering the stars
waiting. . .