Here I am

And here I am..
21 years on earth..
I cant make sense of this...

I only feel free when I'm creating
and I need to take a chance to enhance,
I'm entranced by the groove of this cosmic dance
Yes, yes I am.
Forget trying to understand
as eternity expands
I enter into a stranger place..
Tiptoeing my way across this delicate dimension, no deity in sight
Its darker than night, no glimpse of glory,
show me before the sequence of this story shifts slowly.
I cant breathe,
My peace I cant retrieve,
uneasy..
this realm's making me queasy..
Let me release into the lost lands of love underneath,
"tearing off tights with my teeth"
But this fantasy's brief
I'm wide awake
Can't clearly see what's make believe
I'm lost and I'm aimless
Oh if this only made some sense..
Tormenting tension fills me with suspense..
it doesn't make any sense..
It Just don't make sense.