Pretend instead an end was said

Well I thought to myself I could wish you away
I hope it to be tomorrow someday
And I wish again to forget what you said
But i know you'll still dwell in my head
I thought to myself to move and give sway
Pretend instead that everything's okay

But overwhelming me in rationalizations
Evading the entropy of your convictions
Your excessive excuses and explanations
Where pitiful fragile forms of pathetic attempts
To avoid consequence and make any sense
Of your egotistical ignorance

So I wish again for you to leave me today
To leave me alone and go away
I know I don't need you anymore
You were nothing of what i was looking
 for
You stupid fucking ignorant whore

Well I thought to myself I could wish you away
I hope it to be tomorrow someday
And I wish again to forget what you said
But i know you'll still dwell in my head
I thought to myself to move and give sway
Pretend instead that everything's okay
By E.G. Edifier