Hard Break-up with Heroin

Bend me but don't break me god
I've been afraid of moving on
This addiction took me places
I don't want to remember, nah

One was never enough
Fucking over the ones I love
Wondering when it will all end
When did it begin and would it even help me to know?

Crushing it all up to powder
Suck it all up; silence devours
As I am losing my power
For heroin, I am the coward

That was then and this now
50+ days in I take no bow
I'm in it for the long haul
If I fall I will end up dead

Come so far
Looking up at stars
Tyler...
Is that where you are?

It was so fun
Till there was no more
Dope boy come back
As I'm looking for more

From the weed
To the drank till LSD
To the drank with the coke
Till the K with amphetamines

Pins and the xans
To the oxy
Then I found you heroin
I thought you saved me

Take away the pain of the present
Slowed resuscitation
Fall back out
Into another inpatient

I'm clean today
Going down memory lane
And I am happy to say this
I'm starting to believe I may make it