Suicidal Mind

I rip open the skin with a razor letting the pain and stress leak out of me
I can't shake it I can't let it cut to deep
How do you hold so still while your trembling yet feeling so weak it's like the demon inside is screaming to get out with every little cut and tear of the skin some of this demon seeps out of me I scream in pain
Asking for forgiveness asking to be free again just let me go I say as I cut and tear more of my arm just get out of me and leave me alone! I want to be at peace with all the pain and stress of life just please forgive my sweet and crazy suicidal mind