Have No Wings

There is no pain,  
Don't know what stings.  
Going insane,  
Don't have no wings.  
  
I'm gonna fly...  
Down there and die.  
   
God willing,  
My blood will drain.  
Heal the hurt inside my brain.  
   
Time going slow,  
Down, down I go.  
   
Nightmares.  
I hear the screams.  
Memories or only dreams?  
Leave all despair...  
Going somewhere.  
   
Hit the ground,    
Don't feel a thing,    
Eyes only blind, ears only ring.  
   
Gone, gone go my tears,  
After all these years.  
   
With the life I leave behind,  
Sorrow ceases in my mind.  
   
Last words I cry
"Good day to die"