No connections

Disconnected from the world today,
not part of it in anyway..
Far beyond the outskirts,
living with self doubt hurts.

Do You ever just feel
brain dead?
Like the only place you live in
 is your head
from the moment you wake
till the moment you fall back asleep
 in your bed?

Done with this dread..
Enough has been said
about fleeing the scene.
Still Locked in the matrix
free as a machine within
The strangest society I've ever seen.

My face is turning green,
I see sometimes I'm mean
and I don't mean to be it's just..
My thoughts get the best of me.

My vision blurred,
I can't see..

Murky mind and a somber soul,
my emotions exit with no control.

Seclusion..
Disconnection..
so long,
I love you..
Souls entwined..
"Would you die for me?"
Hold me..
Once more...
Forever..