be no self differentiation
be no self separation
be no ego
That's the ideal, at least. Doesn't work out that way, always. And the primary intention is love. Again, the ideal.
Without loving yourself, it's hard to understand love for anyone else.
In my personal life i'd rather not be a boy, so i take estrogen and testosterone-blockers.
Trying to still feelings about momentary impulses of thought. To don't allow anxiety to move through and within me at Whim. Or something.