strange, you never knew

 
throughout the sky,  
was it in my eyes,
  
as we faded into the rain
   
as we faded  
   
through our pain    
   
through the doorways we went through  
   
   
   
sometimes ill find  
   
a measure of me inside a measure of you  
   
a tie that held us true  
   
knit so neatly into things we couldn’t do  
   
what is left to prove  
   
   
   
i was at your ear    
   
each time you needed me near  
   
i was holding the fork  
   
to each time you hungered  
   
i wonder was there a reason  
   
I’m left with a dark road ahead  
   
with no one  
   
not even    
   
you  
   
   
   
you go and live your life  
   
but a shadow  
   
and ill go my own way  
   
down a blind highway  
   
i can’t imagine    
   
the darkness    
   
behind  
   
   
   
just to seek the truth  
   
used to think    
   
you’d come my way  
   
but somehow I’ve lost the way  
   
to keep dragging myself along  
   
   
   
its a strange way of mind  
   
it comes on slowly  
   
and theres no way to know  
   
sometimes i think it would be easier  
   
to just go on  
   
but i see now  
   
theres no way back home  
   
and its strange  
you never knew