Anorexia

Nobody sees what I see
I'm fat and ugly
Food makes me feel crappy
My thighs are so chubby

I hide my food in secret spots
I make them think I'm eating
My anorexia makes me hot
The scale shows that I'm not cheating

What they see is a thin girl
What I see isn't that
My food wants to make me hurl
Eating food just makes me fat

My life is full of lies
My health is failing
No eating will make me die
My body is really ailing

I won't do what they say
My weight makes me happy
Tomorrow is a new day
My anorexia makes me crabby